Home with the family

It's a long weekend for us because it's a non working holiday on Monday. Good time to rest and bond with the family. My sister has tutorial lessons on Saturdays and she has to go to Tandang Sora to her student's house. Tomorrow, she does not need to go there because her student is going somewhere. It would be a lot of fun to do a dvd marathon later.

When we're all at home, it's always a riot. Hahaha... 4 girls and 1 boy and my dad? Ha! Expect a lot of noise. Us girls are loud and noisy, believe me! My brother and my dad are outnumbered so they just keep silent hahaha

Oh well...

Happy weekend everyone!

This girl needs more than occasional hugs

You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me


There are just some things that a woman can take so much of. Neglect from her man is one thing. I just wish I wouldn't have to tolerate this kind of attitude from him.

Self-Destruct Mode

I'm staring at a blank screen when I thought of writing this down. Self-destruction is not good. Duh! Of course! Who in her right mind thought of just dragging the days by and see where it will lead her? Noone, is my guess! And who would put up with this mediocre performance? Noone! Just poor ol' me! Waahhh… Well, pissed is the right word. Disappointed big time with how the way things turned out with this friggin' job. How come I don’t get lucky with these jobs? How come there's always a teeny-weeny reason why I shouldn’t stay? I know. I know. It's not the job, it surely is me. But it still is a friggin' crappy work life! Whatever!

I don’t know where this nonsense writing will lead me but I'm guessing… nowhere!

What is wrong with my memory!!!

I just came back from the bank. Going there, I saw someone I know. But I can't remember her name so I just looked away. And then going back to the office, I saw four more people that I know. I still can't remember their names!!!

Darn it!

One of them even stopped and looked at me, probably expecting me to greet him. Aargh! I can't remember his name.

Is this memory gap? Hahahahah

*****

With regards to my previous post, I am okay now. Bahala na lang siya if he does not want to speak to me. Life is like that.

Spare me!

One of my friends is not speaking to me. And I have a very good guess why.

Please, I have a lot of things to think of and babysitting you is not one of them. Do not drag me into your family squabbles and for pete's sake, not on my birthday! That's what really pissed me off!

So I chose to appear offline to him whenever I log on to ym. Just for a few days and finally talked to him this afternoon. He ignored me. Fine.

I'm just not really happy with him. The birthday whining really did it.

Aargh!

For you my friend...

There are persons in your life that you oftentimes take for granted. These are the people that most often than not, are the important ones… those that matter.

I admit, I take you for granted at times.

I thought you'd always be here with me and we'd get out of here together. I thought I'd always have someone to call whenever "they" annoy me. I thought my lunch and meryenda buddy would always be here, just a holler away come 12noon or 4pm.

I was wrong.

I'm writing this post to rectify my mistake…

I'm writing this to say…

THANK YOU… for everything.

For all the gripe sessions we had;
For all the times you were there to sympathize;
For all the laughter;
For sharing a part of your life with me;
For everything.

I will always cherish all those times, sis. It'll forever be a part of me.

Let's keep in touch.

Knowing when to pour out your troubles

It was really hard sometimes to say no to a friend, most especially when he needs someone to hear his troubles. And I am a friend who is there all the time for my friends. But there are times when I want to be NOT there for friends. Don't get me wrong, okay.

It's just that today is my birthday, for crying out loud!