Being in a constant state of sleepiness

I am always sleepy in the morning. I always tell myself that I will sleep at exactly 12mn but most likely by that time I’m still hyperactive and very much wide awake.

On weekends, instead of sleeping the day away, I go out with friends or the family.

Just to make you realize how sleepy I am all the time, I had my foot spa the other day. While the attendant was busy doing things to my feet, I was fast asleep! The whole time. I just woke up when the attendant woke me up to ask what nail polish I want.

Hay…

The problem with me is that, my body wants to relax and go to deep slumber in the morning, when it’s time for me to work. At night, I am totally wide awake. Can I just take a nap even for an hour? zzzzzzzzzzzz

Inspirations

For a time now I have been thinking of putting a subdomain under my sasha-says.com site for my inspirational posts. I've wanted to create one and use this book my sister gave me about Making a Difference in peoples' lives.

I will start doing it tomorrow. I've set up a subdomain already. The url is something that you will be surprised to see and then will probably get disappointed if you're looking for a different stuff. Hahaha...

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Am I selfish? Am I asking for too much from this friend of mine? I want to be able to spend time with A but A's busy with so many things right now. Hay... I believe this is just PMS. I miss A so much! It's like something's missing and A is the only cure to make the longing go away.

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I miss everyone lately. My friends, my mom, my old old friends A and E, my ex-boss, my besfriends, my HS friends... What's wrong with me??

I also truly hate work right now. I don't like my boss and officemate. They're okay but it's like they don't want me to belong in the department. I was told by someone that my boss's dilemma before I joined the company was that I knew more than her. I've got more knowledge in our field than her. And frankly, to tell the truth, I don't even want her post! Who wants to deal with those overbearing expats all the time?? Definitely not me!

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I am not in a happy mood today mainly because of my period. I get it every other 2 months and it's really nasty when it comes.

I need to see a doctor now.

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Sorry for this bits and pieces. I do hope I imparted something.

Confusing Thursday afternoon

I read something that made me giddy. Felt really good! Yipeedoo!

I was pondering the whole week on what to do with the offer I got a few weeks ago. They need me there now, the HR manager said. It was a good offer. I will manage a large team, will handle a lot actually but that's okay. There might be an opportunity for me to go abroad if and when the US client they're negotiating with signs the agreement.

So what seems to be my problem, you'd say? Well, I am currently employed at the moment. The job sucks, yes, but this gave me something to give to my family for the past few weeks now. Given that the job is a no-brainer, same old accounting stuff. I don't have a staff right now but that's cool. I can blog on the side as long as I finish my tasks for the day. But I am B-O-R-E-D to death here! I need something that will stimulate my mind and not egg me to become a no good employee! But how can I tell my friend here who referred me that I found a better opportunity outside? How??

And I found out yesterday that I was given a premium when I joined the company. My boss's pay is just a few thousand bucks shy from my pay.

So what do I do now? I will be talking to the chief operating officer of the other company tonight. I will take it from there.

But please pray for me.

New Blog Template Design

I have decided to spiff up this site a bit and take out the unnecessary clutter. I am making Bookmarks, this site, my official blog about My Life.

Tell me, do you like the new design? Do you want me to add something? Please feel free to drop me a line. You can also email me at bookadik@gmail.com if you don't want to leave a comment here.

I will blog about life in general here, my struggles as a daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece and cousin. My love-hate relationship with accountancy and the pains of being a maverick at work. My life here in the Philippines as well as my hope of meeting and chatting with Oprah someday.

There will be some sprinkles of sponsored posts here and there but I will try to write in a way that it will blend with my goal for this blog.

The header is meaningful to me. The dove symbolizes freedom... freedom from everything that is cluttering my life, hindering my growth and appreciation of it. I am giving myself less than two more years to think things through. I have a lot of personal issues to deal with (which is another topic you'd see here) and I need to settle it all before my big 3-0!

Also, there will be some major revamp on this blog and you will see it within the week. Links, posts' titles, labels and all...

Please join me in my journey as I begin my countdown to my big 3-0! :)