Nakagat ng Tutubing Karayom!

Eto na ang mga kasagutan sa inyong mga hula...

Instruction:

Make a list of 15 statements about yourself.

5 of the 15 statements must be LIES.

Post your list and have people guess which five are lies!

Ayan... Ako'y nakagat, este, tinag ni TiKey kasi kaya sige at makagawa na nga ng listahan. Hehehe... Hulaan nyo ha!

1. Meron akong alagang pusa na ang pangalan ay Timmie. - NOT!



Wala po akong alagang pusa dahil ayaw ko sa pusa! Naku-kyutan lamang ako sa kanila. Si Timmie po ay aking kaibigan na mahilig sa pusa :)



2. Gustung-gusto ko ang mga Adam Sandler movies lalo na ang Big Daddy.



Yes, I love Adam Sandler! Even if others think his comedy is stupid.



3. I am a big fan of Coldplay and Third Eye Blind and Lifehouse.



I am! Yung nagalaw sa header ko, yung previous one, Everything by Lifehouse... ngaun naman, Jumper by Third Eye Blind.



4. Minsan na akong nakatulog sa daan sa sobrang kalasingan! Pumunta ng Edsa imbes na sa amin. - NOT!



Never pang nangyari sa akin ito kasi mataas po ang tolerance ko sa alcohol. Alam ni Kuya yan! Hehehe! Yung bespren kong si Derek ang nakatulog sa Recto sa sobrang kalasingan! Hahaha!



5. Hate na hate ko ang maarawan. - NOT!



Love na love ko po ang maarawan dahil deprived kami nung mga bata pa. Ayaw kasi ng mom ko na naarawan kami at baka raw masunog ang skin. Maarte si mommy e! :) Okay lang naman sa aking maarawan kasi di naman ako mabilis umitim ^_^



6. Pangarap ko ang malibot ang buong China at Japan.



Alam ni Ate Ghee na OO ang sagot dito. Hehehe!



7. Iyakin ako.



Joyjoy, believe it or not, iyakin ako! Huhuhu! Nakwento ko nga kay sis Nona na ako'y umiyak ng gatimba when I read Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas. At minsan, kahit drama sa TV, naiiyak din! Hahaha



8. Madalas kong kausapin ang sarili ko mag-isa, lalo na at umandar pagiging taklesa ko at gusto kong putulin dila ko.



Yep, yep! Alam nga ni Ate Melai kung gaano ako kataklesa! Nyahahah



9. Si daddy ay half-Chinese.



Kaya po kami mapuputi dahil my dad's mom is Chinese. Tanzon po ang middle name ng dad ko. Now, you know why I say shobe a lot!



10. Mahilig ako sa strawberries. - NOT!



Yuuuckkk!



11. Gusto kong magpa-tattoo sa aking left hip ng dragon.



Yeessss!!!



12. Hindi ako marunong mamalengke.



Nung bata ako, mahilig ako sumama sa palengke sa lola ko. Minsan, nautusan ako bumili mag-isa. Hinabol ako ng 3 lalaki at tinatawag akong glow in the dark! Ayun, hindi na ako bumalik sa palengke! Once a year na lang ako pumupunta run, pag Christmas Eve.



13. Nagbabasa ako bago matulog at tuwing nagigising sa madaling-araw.



Habit ko na ito. Kung hindi ko 'to gagawin, parang may kulang. Kung yung ibang girls may ritual bago matulog, ito ang ritual ko.



14. Hate ko ang maingay na lugar. - NOT!



Weird pero I can focus and think really well in noisy places. When I was reviewing at PSBA Manila for the CPA Board, sobrang ingay ng library nila but dun ako nakakapag-review ng maayos! (Kung merong taga-PSBA Manila dito, you know what I'm talking about)



15. Adik ako sa blogging!



Need I say more?!?

Ayan na po ang mga kasagutan. Ito ang mga nakasagot ng 3 out of 5: Tina, TiKey, Mr. Tuesday aka CJ, Rina, Ate Ghee and KuyaAce.

Salamat sa mga nakihula! ^_^ HAPPY HALLOWEEN, EVERYONE!

O ayan na... hulaan niyo kung ano yung 5 na hindi totoo sa mga sinabi ko ha. Ang makakasagot ng tama may kiss sa akin! Hahaha... joke! Hala sige, hula na! Ang mga sagot sa susunod kong post.

(^.^)

Originally posted on 10.29.06 at 12:36AM

Bading at heart?!?

Find someone who'll kiss you just before the traffic light turns green...
close his eyes when he hugs you tight... patiently wait for you after class/office... smell your hair every chance he gets... who'll wipe your sweat with his hanky... sing your favorite song even if he can't carry a tune... let you rest on his shoulder... let you sleep on his lap... and will give you the first and last bite of his burger... who'll squeeze your hand tighter when you squeezed his. And when you do, never let that person go.

Life is truly funny at times...

I haven't been telling anyone about this date that was arranged by Lynn, a friend in college. Baka kasi ma-jinx! She arranged a "blind date" between me and her brother. I met her brother way back in college pero in passing lang kasi dumaan lang kami ng house nila. When I talked to her a couple of weeks ago, she mentioned na single na nga ulit yung brother niya. Nakipag-break na sa girlfriend. She asked me if I want to meet up with Aaron, coffee lang daw or something. She gave me his cel number.

So ayun, we've been texting from time to time... kumusta lang or good morning/evening... tapos ala na. Nagulat na lang ako a week ago, Lynn called me up at gusto na nya kami mag-coffee ni kuya niya. So the date was set. I was not expecting much kasi ayun, baka hindi ko type or something. Sa mga text messages kasi, parang uhmm... boring!

So we met kanina sa Starbucks Insular. Kwento konti about work and stuff tapos nagsimula na ang kinatatakutan ko!

Gay magnet ba ako???

Nag-drop lang siya ng hint about liking Piolo Pascual too much. Natawa na ako! I have this funny feeling kasi na he's gay. Tapos, nagulat siya why I'm laughing. Buti na lang naglalakad na kami sa Ayala Avenue nun. Anlakas ng tawa ko at naluluha ako. You're gay, right? And he nodded.

We proceeded to his pad along Arnaiz Ave.

He'll make it up to me na lang daw basta I won't tell Lynn. He's preparing carbonara for me while I'm chatting and blogging using his laptop *wink*

Ayan, I'm chatting and blogging... Diniliman ko at baka madagdagan pa ang mamagnet ko! Hahaha!

Part ng chat ko with Tsina:

sasha: hay, guess where i am right now?
tsina: office?!
s: nandito sa pad ng ka-blind date ko! pathetic ano?
t: ay kala ko office! wow blind date!!!
s: nde ko kwento kasi baka ma-jinx! na-jinx din naman pala! hahaha
t: diba ang blind date parang random guy?
s: brother sya ng isa kong friend... casual date lang, asus naman, sobrang lapitin ako ng mga bading! parang gustung-gusto nila na mag-come out sa akin! eto at nagbuhos ng sama ng loob sa akin
t: lapitin ng mga vaklush!
s: titigan mo nga pic ko sis! ganun ba ang hitsura ko?? mukha ba akong timba??
t: hinde
s: umiiyak nga sya tumatawa ako at naluluha!
t: baka naiintindihan mo lang talaga sila
s: zero na nga ang lovelife, bading pa ang nakukuha! hahaha ibig bang sabihin nun.... bading din ako???
t: hahaha bading at heart?!

thus, the title...

Nakakainis na nakakatuwa. Siguro, mukha akong hingahan ng sama ng loob or timba na iyakan. I'm not complaining ha. Gusto ko lang share ang aking misadventures in life.

Hahaha ansama ko gamit ko pa laptop nya ngaun... (^.^) Carbonara muna kami!

Bangengeng Thursday

Kagabi, bandang alas otso ng gabi habang paakyat sa lugar namin, may tumawag sa akin sa mga lola ko… si Boyet... Ang aking kababata. Almost 2 years ko na siyang di nakikita. Grabe, mamang-mama na siya! Tangkad at tisoy pa rin! Galing ng Dubai ang loko at hinahanap niya raw ako maghapon. Ako raw una niyang pinuntahan paggaling sa airport! Dapat ba akong kiligin o hindi? Hindi! Hahaha

Nagkuwentuhan kami sandali sa may mga lola ko… After a few minutes, tinanong ko na siya ng diretso bakit hinahanap niya ako. Friends kami pero hindi naman kami close talaga. Nagte-text paminsan, YM pag natiyempuhan… but that's the extent of our friendship.

She, ikaw magsabi kay mama na I'm gay!

Muntik ako malaglag sa kinauupuan ko! Ikukuwento raw niya lahat sa akin basta sumama ako. Si ako naman, lumabas pagiging tsismosa ko, oo agad! Ayun, nagsinungaling sa bahay… kunwari kasama si Shen at punta kina Tim. Hindi ko pwede kasing sabihin na sasama ako kay Boyet at baka akalain kung anong gagawin namin! (Shen, siya yung sa tapat nina mama nakatira... you know him...)

Ito ang mga pinuntahan namin magdamag:

9:30PM Heaven and Eggs T. Morato - Dinner pa lang yan at nagkuwento na siya. Asus, bumaha ng luha at lahat ng waiter nakatanghod sa amin!

10:45PM Starbucks T. Morato - Ni-meet namin si Aris, partner niya. Pareho silang tall and handsome. Letch! Kaunti na nga lang ang single na guys… hahahah desperada! Nung sinabi ko kay Aris na ang konti na nga lang ng single guys na pwede kong i-hook, hinalikan ako ng bakla! Pagkatapos, nagtawanan sila ni Boyet! Letch! Walang effect sa kanya halik ko! Hahaha

12MN Baywalk - Inuman na. Umuwi na rin si Aris ng past 1AM.

2:30AM Somethin' Fishy Eastwood Libis - Breakfast kami, gutom na naman e!

4AM New Manila - Naglakad-lakad kami. Buti di kami dinampot! Hahaha

5AM Baywalk uli - Nagkuwentuhan habang umaambon! At dahil nage-emote si Boyet, di ako makasingit para sabihing lumalakas na ang ulan!

7AM Uwi sandali para maligo at magpalit ng damit

8:20AM Starbucks Insular Makati - Ayaw pang umuwi hinatid pa ako at nagkape pa kami.

9AM Late na ako ayaw pa rin akong papasukin sa office! Buti napilit…

O di ba ansaya namin? 31 hours na akong gising! Huli kong ginawa ang ganito nung 4th year college pero tambay lang sa isang resto hanggang magsara. Grabe, hindi ko na alam kung inaantok ako, sinisikmura, nahihilo o lumulutang! Bangenge sobra!

Dahil hindi naniniwala si Boyet na I can remember everything we've talked about at siguradong nalusaw na raw utak ko sa dami ng ininom namin, ire-recall ko lahat for him…pero ito lang yung gist ng nangyari...

May gf siya dun din sa lugar namin (eto alam ko). Ang pangako niya, because he's already 30 years old, pag-uwi niya from Dubai, papakasal na sila… almost 3 years na sila ni gf. Nagpunta lang naman siya ng Dubai para makapag-ipon for the wedding (eto di ko alam talaga). Nakilala niya si Aris sa trabaho. Ayun, naging close raw sila sobra hanggang nagulat na lang sila, sila na pala! Mag-1 year na sila this coming December. Yung details kung paano sila na-develop sa isa't isa, natatandaan ko pa pero nde ko na isulat. Mahalay masyado! Hahaha

So ngayon, ang problema niya, kung paano sasabihin sa kanila na gay siya. At yung girlash, naghihintay siyempre sa kanya. At dahil mas close ako sa mama niya kesa sa kanya, ako na raw ang magsabi… Paano ko nga ba sasabihin??

Bukas ko na isipin… nalusaw na nga yata ang utak ko sa dami ng ininom namin! Sira ang diet ko! Ambaho namin kanina dahil sa lakas niyang manigarilyo! Sinisipon na ako ngaun dahil sa kwentuhan under the rain…

Ganito yata talaga ang role ko sa mga friends… confidante…taga-monitor… shoulder to cry on...

Nandyan pa siya sa Glorietta at natutulog sa sinehan... Buti pa sya natutulog… Kanina kausap ako ng boss ko about retirement expense, yung utak ko gusto na rin mag-retire… sa kuwarto! Haay...

Pero hyper pa ako, pansin mo sis?

For you my friend...

Anger. It's easy to define: the noise of the soul. Anger. The unseen irritant of the heart. Anger. The relentless invader of silence...

The louder it gets the more desperate we become...

Some of you are thinking... you don't have any idea how hard my life has been. And you're right, I don't. But I have a very clear idea how miserable your future will be unless you deal with your anger.

X-ray the world of the vengeful and behold the tumor of bitterness: black, menacing, malignant. Carcinoma of the spirit. Its fatal fibers creep around the edge of the heart and ravage it.

Yesterday you can't alter, but your reaction to yesterday you can.

The past you cannot change, but your response to your past you can.

I have this ten-year-old note/scrapbook that I keep. It has some special letters from close friends, some quotes, some things I've written. And some memories of my dead brother and mother.

I got inspired to look for it when I saw Bee's post. Ayun, I saw it in the storage area and was amazed at how much junk I've accumulated all these years! I've got several organizers (some still unused and which I already gave to cousins), several notebooks and boxes of books! Grabe, I can fill a single room with all my junk! But that's another post... hehehe

Anyway, when I read this entry I wrote (or probably clipped from a magazine), I knew I had to post this for a friend. You know who you are. Di ko na sabihin at baka you don't want me to mention you. But this is what I've been telling you a while ago.

I hope that in time, you'd be able to let go of all that junk from your childhood. It'll make you swim easier, I'm sure of it :)

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My Monday was great!

I watched The Banquet, it stars Ziyi Zhang, Daniel Wu, Ge You and the (super hot) Huang Xiaomoing. It's a loose adaptation of Hamlet according to the posters and reviews I've read. I was excited to see it not because of that but because I'm a big fan of Chinese films. Eventhough the movie's in Mandarin and I had to get accustomed to reading the subtitles fast while enjoying the film, I still loved every minute of the movie! The fight scenes reminded me of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon... as well as those early Sunday mornings Channel 9 Chinese shows of my youth.

The story is about desire and the choice between life or death. As usual, Ziyi gave her best as the Empress. (If you want to see Ziyi's naked form, her back specifically, watch this movie!) Daniel Wu who played the Crown Prince is so guapo and vulnerable... you'd want to protect him as well. But the guy who stole my heart in this movie is Huang Xiaomoing! He's guapo, more than Daniel Wu! Daniel Wu looked like a wimp beside Xiaomoing! I love the song at the end of the movie. I need to find the title of that song :)

I'm not in the mood to tell the story... all I can say it, watch the movie! It's worth your time!

Anyway, I watched the movie by myself. It's okay for me to watch movies alone naman especially if those people I'm supposed to go with suddenly had other schedules.

Pero pinagtawanan ako ng iba dyan kasi I'm preparing for my being single na raw talaga. Ansama! Hahaha... Buti na lang hindi ako pikon ^_^

Weekender...

I have been on a roller coaster ride these past few days. Thank God some people are keeping me company most of the time… stopping my insanity from breaking free and consuming me. I am okay now. Tapos na ang pag-iinarte sabi nga ni pakner hahaha... Thank you as well to two friends who have greater struggles in life than me. You know who you are.

After almost two years of not seeing him, I saw Jake yesterday and it made me depressed. He's getting married this coming December and he made me realized some things… first, that I might have let go of a really great guy… second, that it's okay and I am not afraid of being alone for the rest of my life… third, I am not alone. I have superb friends who'd do anything to cheer me up… BUT because I'm too bungisngis, kuya won't believe I'm capable of sobbing my heart out... and… lastly, I'm not that into... him.

Yey!

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Back to the gym now despite this irritating knee injury of mine :)

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The eleven pm thingy last Friday night was an interview. Another company is offering a senior finance manager post and a really great compensation package. I had an interview with the HR Director before the Senior Finance Director last Friday. It started at around 11:30pm and ended at past 1am… Wheew! Tagal! Every little thing about my work experience as well as my knowledge of accounting was asked. I have another one probably by next week with the SVP Finance and it would be a video-conference.

Let it be okay.

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Holiday this coming Tuesday so I figured I might as well not go to the office this coming Monday. Vacation leave ako. Haba ng weekend ko! Yehey!

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Last na… someone knows the title of this song that's playing here? It's by Gwen Stefani and I like it. I'm not a fan but I really like the beat of this song. Got this one from iwebmusic and it says the title is Cool.. I doubt it though.

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

Alas onse ng gabi

Friday night. Everyone's rushing to their gimiks, dates, late night movies and whatnots... I'm here with a friend at an internet cafe in Glorietta, waiting for eleven pm to come.

I miss staying out late. Drinking, dancing, watching shows. I don't go to last full shows because it's always jampacked with lovers with nothing to do but neck and pet at the back of the moviehouse... had a confession to make... I'm guilty of doing this once. Once and it never happened again. MJ?? Would you like to try it? Hahaha So I go to the cinema during regular hours and go home before the clock strikes twelve. Yay! Cinderella ito! Pretty boring life huh??

This late night thingy later made me realize a very important thing.. I don't have a life! OMG! Let me repeat that one... I DON'T HAVE A FREAKIN' LIFE!!! I need to do the things that I've always wanted to do. I know, I know, all talk and everything... I will do it after this damn knee heals. Kainis! Had to go back to the hospital to see a physical therapist. Haven't started that darn rehabilitation yet. Need to start it right away 'cause I'm planning to join a thingy in January. Plus, I miss my body combat and hiphop classes. Hmm... So I gather I now have a gym life and that thingy. Di na ganun ka-loser ang dating hahaha... But I still need a Friday night life. I need to socialize once again and not just go home and read and read till I fall asleep. I go to work, go home at around eight pm, go to sleep after eleven pm then wake up at six am. I repeat this cycle for five days. By Saturday, the change occurs in my waking and sleeping hours. I wake up at nine in the morning and sleep at around two am. Tapos, just watch TV and read at least three books during the weekend. Yun lang. My cousin is asking me to join him in Saturday badminton games with his friends. I'm thinking about it. I have to go to the gym in the afternoon so I can do that in the morning. Sunday, gym class lang then hit the books.

Sounds like a plan.

The point of this post is... this eleven pm thingy later made me realize that I spend waaaay too much time blogging! I blog wherever I go. I went to the Mall of Asia last Tuesday and guess what?? I went to Netopia to check my blog! Shocking ayt?? Nah! Hahaha! And now, I am here in Glorietta and I'm still blogging! I need to enter myself into blog addiction rehabilitation na yata! Sis, Nona, you wanna join? ;-)

So, I won't be blogging for.. one week? probably.. two weeks? hmm.. until I begin to shake and rant from my need to get back. Ahay! I need to lay down my plans 'cause I'm giving myself two more years before my grand independence! Kainis naman when I reach that point and I'll get lost pa.

To my friends, I will still text and email and YM... sis nona, mam teks, ate ghee, ate melai, pakner kneeko, shobe potpot, devilicious gurl, ryx, mmy lei, ate ann, malaya, mousy, tikey, bee, rHo... paeng, i will still send that pic hahaha... katia, will send that Lemony Snicket books... oist kuya and shen, I talk to you both everyday naman...

Will you miss me? Sana :)

Daydreaming... about bliss

I think I got it bad! Mali kasi I don't know him that well. Mali dahil alam ko na mali and yet I'm still like this. Nung isang araw, wala na akong maisip kundi siya. Ansama di ba? Nasa office pero ang isip nasa kalawakan! Madalas magigising ako sa madaling-araw at siya ang unang papasok sa isip ko (dati kasi multo!). Siya iyong nakakapagpangiti sa akin kahit pa wala ako sa mood ngumiti... nakakapagparamdam ng selos na hindi ko naramdaman for the longest time... nakapagpaisip sa akin ng mga bagay na gusto ko palang gawin pero nakatambak lahat sa aking subconscious... inspirasyon sa aking pagji-gym... dahilan kung bakit paulit-ulit kong pinatutugtog sa aking cp ang Everything. Sa gabi at umaga, pagpikit at pagdilat ng mata, puro siya na lang! Siya yung nakakapagpasingkit sa akin ngayon.

Ano ba naman ito?! I got it bad na yata!

Pahabol: Bibigyan ko na nga siya ng pangalan... tawagin na lang natin siyang MJ. Okay? :)

Pipay and ate Melai, eto na po ang update ko :)

Musika Aficionado

I was tagged by Nona! Actually, noon ko pa gusto list down fave songs ko kaso sobrang haba kaya mabuti na lang at limited to 7 na lang itong required sa akin… Sis, ito na ang aking Top 7 songs...

1. FIELDS OF GOLD by Sting - Lahat ng Sting songs gusto ko! Lalo na yung The Police pa sila.
2. BENEATH THE SURFACE by Incognito - Rain spattering down your roof… a mug of hot coffee… and this song… sets the mood, believe me!
3. CARIBBEAN BLUE by Enya - and all other Enya songs. I told a friend recently that if she wants to clear her mind of negative thoughts, listen to Enya, set the volume to the loudest and just close her eyes. Sigurado, feeling lumulutang siya sa clouds at linis ang isip nya! This song, of all Enya songs, does that to me. Siguro ganito ang effect ng drugs sa mga addicts nyahaha
4. EVERYTHING by Lifehouse - Eto ang lyrics… ewan na lang pag di pa kayo na-inlove kapag sinabihan kayo ni fafa ng ganito…

You are the light that's leading me
to the place where I find peace again
You are the streghth that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Okay di ba? hehe
5. THOSE SWEET WORDS by Norah Jones - traveling tapos muni-muni ka… yan ang drama ko kapag naririnig ko 'tong kanta na 'to at lahat ng kanta ni Norah Jones.
6. BURN by Usher - Truth is, pareho kami ni Nona, I love the Confessions album pero ito yung pinaka-fave ko sa lahat! Everyday, waking up, boses ni Usher ang gusto ko marinig… sobrang… hmm…gising ka! Saka pala yung Superstar.
7. PERFECT by True Faith - Baby, as I look into your eyes, oooh you're perfect!

Uhm… pwedeng isama ang 2 pa? I really really love John Legend's ORDINARY PEOPLE and Harry Connick's RECIPE FOR MAKING LOVE! Yun lang po :)

Shen, you're next!

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Breathe!

Hindi sya healthy na emosyon. Hindi sya dapat pinapansin kung maari kasi nakakasira sya ng poise, ng aura. Pero paano mo nga ba iiwasan ito? May nakita ka o nabasa o narinig o napanood… tapos biglang may green monster na sasanib sa katauhan mo… ite-takeover ang dati'y matino mong kaisipan. Nandyang bigla kang mawawalan ng sigla, mabubugnot at iinit ang ulo, mawawalan ka ng ganang kumain, manlalambot, senti agad ang mood… at ang mga kilay na dati'y parang iginuhit sa ganda, bigla na lang magsasalubong at parang permanente nang tutubo sa gitna ng noo mo! Tsk tsk tsk

Iwaksi iwaksi

Paano nga ba maiiwasan ang selos???

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Fiesta Sunday

Fiesta sa amin last Sunday. Si kuya nakilala na ang buong angkan, wehehe! Sobrang saya talaga kapag sama-sama magkakamag-anak. Kahit di marami ang handa, ayos lang! Nandun mga tito't tita ko na sa malayo na nakatira at ang mga pinsan ko na nakakagulat at matatangkad pa sa akin! Mga binata't dalaga na! Na-witness na rin ni kuya kung gaano kagulo at kaingay ang pamilya namin hehe… sana hindi sya nadala :)

Ay, at nakilala na rin nya ang baby ng bahay namin! Si Etey! Hehehe

Sayang di nakita ni Lem ang iyong sutana. Kumusta raw at puntahan ka namin sa susunod, sama si Shen!

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Very longish update... 101006
I have this friend.. she's weird, she can stay awake for more than 24 hours and still go out with me to go malling! She can get too absorbed with just about anything, with too much passion.. be it Architecture, Engineering, IT, Music, Arts, Books.. As in she knows the nitty gritty of everything she gets into. Bobong pinay. Too addicted to Bob Ong! She can quote the guy when she wants to. Very generous! She gives gifts even if there's no occasion. She'll make you happy in her small way.

AND... She's in looove right now. Kinda similar to Katie in Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas. I just want to tell 604 this... you're lucky to have her! She's been terribly hurt before and I do hope you're not gonna make the same mistake of crushing her spirit. I just wish that you'd do the right thing and make her happy the way she deserves to be. Love her for all she's worth. Don't get annoyed when she calls from time to time because your new relationship is still fragile. She still needs a lot of time and patience from you, the same way that you need tons of patience and understanding from her. Your relationship will grow that way. She's happy when she talks to you. She's happy when you're happy.

I really really hope and pray that you'd do the right thing with her. Come home. Be with her. And LOVE HER more than the way she does to you.

Bago ko ipost yung tag ni Nona at yung update kong mahaba... may gusto muna akong ipagsigawan sa lahat...

PASADO ANG SISTER KONG SI ROXANNE SA LET!!!

Para dun sa mga kumuha ng board exam at gustong malaman ang buong listahan ng mga pumasa, punta kayo dito.

Bridesmaid ka lang!

Always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

Aray ko naman. Sinabi ni Lem sa akin yan nung Saturday, sa harap ni kuya at Shen. Bridesmaid kasi ako sa darating na wedding ni Tim next year. Tapos, syempre, iprinisinta ko ang sarili ko na bridesmaid sa kasal ni Lem (next year? two years from now?)... at si Shen, ako rin syempre! Hahaha! At ilang beses na rin akong nag-bridesmaid sa weddings ng relatives.

Napag-isip tuloy ako last Saturday night... Hmm... Kung meron kaya akong boypren sa ngaun, yayayain ko na kaya? (Ako raw ang nag-aya!) Hindi pa talaga e! Kasi nung kami pa ni fafa Jake, yaya na rin sya kaso tinanggihan ko pa rin dahil di pa talaga ako ready. Ang dami ko pang gustong gawin sa buhay ko. I still want to be independent..

Isa lang naman ang nakakapagpaisip sa akin talaga… ang magiging fraternal twins ko! Paano kung mahirapan na nga talaga akong magbuntis at 35 di ba?

So.. I therefore conclude na di asawa ang kailangan ko sa ngaun… donor lang! hahaha

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Epekto ni Milenyo

Binagyo kami, nawalan ng kuryente at dial tone nung kasagsagan ni milenyo. Bumalik ang ilaw nung Friday night na, in time for the padasal para kay mommy dahil 1st death anniversary nya. Natuwa na ako syempre at nagtext pa ng yipee kay Br. Vince! Ayun, binawi ko rin dahil ala pa kami dial tone… till now! Paging Bayantel!

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Diskarte...

Syempre dahil alang kuryente at drain na ang battery ng celfon ko, naiirita na ako ng sobra nung Friday! Baka nagti-text na si fafa… at ang mga friendly friends! Ala na nga landline, magkaron man lang ng celfon di ba? Punta ako ng SM North Edsa para mag-recharge. Carpark, puno ang Netopia! Punta ako ng main building, pang-eleven ako sa waiting list nila! Ano ba naman yun di ba?

So lapit ako sa manager… ganito eksena…

Sasha: Are you the manager? (tumango si manager) Can I ask a favor? (smile sya) I actually just need a USB socket so I can recharge my celfon. I'm number eleven pa, baka you can find someone willing who'll let me use a USB socket and I'll just pay the corresponding fee.

Manager: (todo smile pa rin) Ma'am, tignan natin ha… So, USB socket lang kailangan ng celfon nyo, ma-recharge na? Kaiba yang celfon nyo ha.

Sasha: (todo smile na rin para pumayag si manager) Yup! Voyager kasi fon ko, USB lang sa pc ayos na!

Nag-excuse na si manager. So natuwa ako at feeling ko mahahanapan nya ako ng papayag na tao. Ang daming naglalarong teenagers sa loob, naisip ko baka isa dun pumayag. Imagine, yung time na makiki-recharge ako, ako na babayad sa time na yun.

Balik si manager… smile pa rin…

Manager: Ma'am, wala eh.

Sasha: Are you sure? (turo sa isang kid) Ayun, baka pumayag sya o.

Smile lang si manager. Syempre naiirita akong hindi. Naiintindihan ko naman kasi na ayaw nya maka-invade ng privacy ng nagri-rent.

Ang conclusion? Ako ang lumapit sa isang lalaki sa seat no. 3. Ganito ang eksena nun…

Sasha: Hi! Sorry to disturb you.. But I just really need to use a USB socket so I can recharge my celfon. I'm number eleven on the waiting list pa kasi. Baka you'll allow me to use your USB socket here and I'll just pay you.

Cutie guy: Hey, sure, no prob! You don’t need to pay me or anything. Babagal ba connection if you use the USB socket?

Sasha: (hanggang tenga smile) No.

Cutie guy: Alrighty then. You can use it!

Kay cutie guy sa seat number 3 sa Netopia nung Friday afternoon, thank you so much!